Down to Earth

Dear Bloggy,

Guys always so curious why girls love shopping a lot. I'm curious too. But as a girl, I really find that I enjoy shopping a lot especially when I'm stress and tense of something, I do feel that when I started to shop those stressful feelings just get over like that. It's like some kinda theraphy for almost most women.

Today, I bought a coat from Zara and a jumper from New Look. I think I'm going to start to save some money for monthly or probably weekly shopping. Ever since he left me, shopping seems to be my best medicine. heh...

Dear Bloggy,

Last night I helped my friend, Ifan to help his friend, Maiko to translate a speech for a big event involving Malaysia and Japan in Tokyo. The speech was for the closing ceremony. I altered almost 95% of the script for the speech and maintained Maiko's idea on it. And just recently, Ifan chatted with me and told me that the speech was very good that everyone was happy to hear it. I felt very happy too. Even though I gain nothing by it but I can feel the satisfaction of helping other people to look good.

Today is the laziest day in my life. No motivation to do coursework at all. Help me!!!

Dear Bloggy,

I'm back home in UK! Feel very happy, because Malaysia is too HOT. I can't stand it although I went to Genting Highlands, it's still not the same. So 15 days I've been away right? Where have I been? Well, I went to Liverpool to visit my friends and at the same time attended the Liverpool Malaysian Night 2008. Then, went back home to Malaysia, met some of my old and best friends. Spent my time with families especially my newborn nephew and my current favourite, Ammar Haqem. Really miss him a lot!!! He's like my teddy bear.

Regarding, my relationship with him, seems like couldn't be helped. Anyway, I'm quite happy to be a single. Many of my friends are supporting me now. I'm not wrong, he's the one who's the loser!

Ok, as I am very super lazy to upload pictures, I've decided to create a slideshow instead which much faster and look nicer. The first set shows the pictures of the Liverpool Malaysian Night 2008, the second set shows the scenery of Liverpool and final set shows pictures taken in Malaysia. Hope those who read my blog will enjoy the slideshows.

SET 1: LIVERPOOL MALAYSIAN NIGHT 2008


SET 2: LIVERPOOL TODAY


SET 3: A WEEK IN MALAYSIA

Dear Bloggy,

I'm back to Liverpool again. This time as a visitor. 3 years have passed and Liverpool today has changed alot. How I wish now to do PHD here. huhuhu. The University is getting bigger, the town is getting prettier and cleaner. Plus, I heard that the old Anfield stadium will be knocked down cos there is a new stadium which not yet completed. I've took few pictures and quite excited to show to Yussry and others about the new changes. At the moment I've got not enough time to edit all the pictures to post it in my blog. Probably will do that after I come back from Malaysia.

Talking about Malaysia, yesterday I attended the Liverpool Malaysian Night 2008. It was awesome. If I were asked to give them rating, I would say 7 out of 10. This year play was short but nice, I really enjoy it alot. It was about the untold legend of Jebat and Hang Li Po. I wish Yussry was here to see it. It's really really good and the play reminds me of those play I used to join during the KMYS days. Oh, how I miss my friends from KMYS. If only the LMN group wishes to sell the cd of yesterday play, I'm going to buy it. Seriously. Anyway, pictures will be posted soon in this blog.

P/S: Just ignore any gramatical error in this post. I was really tired when writing this cos just came back from shopping in Cheshire Oak. zzzz...

Dear Bloggy,

I am at the library now while writing this. Been reading the Regulation 2003. It's part of my proposal reading lists. Thankfully that I've got an idea on my proposal. I'm going to concentrate in Modernisation Regulation, the impact on Britain. Dr. Arianna said it was a brilliant idea and she's been giving all sorts of tips. Also, I just knew that she had a paper on it which a good thing for me to take as a reference material. I've also emailed Pinar Akman about my idea. Actually, I thought I could meet her around this week before I submit my proposal next week. Unfortunately, she will be away by tomorrow so will see her next Monday. Still, I have enough time to make the preparation before meeting her.

Crazy thing happened today. Before I called my sister, I called him. My purpose was to make sure that he didn't change his number, I mean of course I still want to keep in touch with him. Suddenly, he picked up the phone. I was shocked and it took me few seconds to say "hello" to him while he have said many times. Well, the conversation was hmm I should say cold. We didn't talk that much and in fact, I really have no idea what should I ask and say. Because I was thinking if I ask too much he might think I'm very busybody. I mean hello, I'm no more his girlfriend. If I talk too much, he might think I'm annoying and what the hell he should know about me and my stories. Hello again, I'm no more his girlfriend. So, I was a litte shy because have no idea how to act (though the conversation was on the phone, feel like he was watching me). Should I act as a friend or as an ex-girlfriend. I'm confused!
Anyway, after the conversation, I'm thinking of not making a call at all after this. I think it won't work, I mean for me to act as a friend. Probably, it's better for me to just email him when I miss him. That would be better.

All right, enough of resting. Must get back to work. Gambate kudasai!

Dear Bloggy,

Good morning. I woke up quite early today because yesterday I was really tired, reading too much and slept at around 10 o'clock. I'm quite tense right now. You know as usual when you have a dateline of an assignment, this always happen. I'm actually can't wait to submit my proposal, go to Liverpool and go back to Malaysia. Feels like just wanna have some break from studying.

At the same time, I think I'm still thinking of him. I've stop emailing, messaging and even calling him. I miss him, what should I do? Sigh...Really really hope that I could get over all this trauma and hassle. I'm really tired of meeting the same kinda guys who don't know how to appreciate girls, probably don't know how to appreciate me =P

Adios now, more reading to be done. Grrr...